<lj-cut text="eh lj-cut lol">You know, man, fuck. I was going to post some optimistic entry about how happy I was this afternoon but that's gone now. :/ gj mom and dad, thx for taking away something I have a lot of fun with. I GUESS I'M GOING TO GO HIT SUM BOOKS INSTEAD OF LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING MY FRIENDS AGAIN AFTER THREE MONTHS. YEAH

In case you're wondering, I'm still going to Megacon. My mom decided to go "LOL NO MORE CONS AFTER THIS GO READ SUM BOOKS ^_^" though, and then they come over to bitch at me about my LOL B IN PRE-CALC again. OOPS

And 103 is a bad grade cause I got a D on one of the homeworks. :( oops lol

Lots of yelling, my throat is sore now and I hate crying. At least it's at home and not with one of my friends. :/ I always end up crying when I'm talking about the con with my parents, lol.

I hope I'm still going to Otakon.

Fuck, no one's expecting to get straight A's once they get into Suncoast. I don't even have these abnormally high standards anymore. I'd be happy with A's and B's, but apparently B'S ARE THE SCOURGE OF THE DEVIL LOL

:/ I don't even know what I want to do in the future. I don't really want to be a doctor, and I definitely don't want to be an engineer. I don't like kids and I really don't like most people. Oh well.

in b4 "OH MY GOD STOP WHINING BECAUSE YOU CAN'T GO TO CONS" since it's the only thing that's really encouraging me to still try for straight A's. Sorry if I don't want to settle for only talking to people on the internets after meeting them and having fun and goofing off with them irl. Sorry if they're some of the best people I've ever met, online and offline?

But yeah, I like this hobby. I like it a lot. And I'm not giving it up for anything. :/

The sky was really blue and pretty this afternoon, though. And Tomitake's goofy character song makes me smile. And we (as in, the Chinese class) might be going to Tampa the week before Megacon, so I might get to see Jenna before the con too. And I got a 78 on the math test when almost everyone bombed, and we're getting some sort of make-up for it too so I'll have a shot at maybe getting an A on it, even. This might end up okay. Maybe.</lj-cut>

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1) Alright, so have you ever actually sat down and thought about why you like the person you like?
Yeah.

2) When people say, "Honestly I don't think I've ever talked shit about anyone" do you think it's possible?
Probably not

3) Why do you think your favourite colour is your favourite colour?
My favorite color fluctuates so much and I basically like every color, so... I don't have one, I guess. >: Sorry.

4) Do you know anyone who drinks/smokes to look cool?
Don't think so.

5) Do you honestly think you could last a week without a computer?
Probably not, unless I was doing something so amazing and FUCK YEAH that I forgot all about the computer. ;-;

6) Do you ever think about the world ending?
Not really. When I get bored. ;-;

7) Have you ever made plans with someone for a really long time and then they ditched out on them?
Nope.

8) Do you care about how you eat?
Kind of, and then I stuff my face with girl scout cookies anyway. ;-; fuck

9) Is there someone you'd really like to hang out with and just talk about stuff?
Yep. >:

10) Have you ever gone out of your way to do something nice for someone?
Yes

11) Have you ever gone out of your way to do something mean to someone?
Yeah.

13) When you get embarrassed what usually happens?
I start talking REALLY LOUDLY LIKE MY VOICE IS ON CRUISE CONTROL FUCK

14) Is there something that has happened in your past that you really hate talking about?
Not really.

15) Is there someone you don't really know but they bother you?
YES. >:|

16) What teacher has left the biggest impact on you?
Don't know! Probably Dr. Gonzalez. Or Mr. Moore.

17) What is your biggest fear?
Don't know!

18) Have you ever done something really hypocritical?
I think so.

19) When you're mad at someone do you stay mad for a long time?
Nope.

20) Do you think a lot of people think bad things about you?
Not really, but I'm probably wrong. <:

21) What's something you want to change about your life?
I don't know. I'm pretty content with where I am now, but I would change that F on the math exam to an A if I had the chance. o:

23) When will your next kiss be?
I don't know!

24) What song are you listening to?
Nothing, but I'm going to put on Tomitake's song because it makes me happy.

25) Which of your friends lives closest to you?
idk lol

26) What CD is in your stereo?
I don't have one, but I was listening to the Persona 3 OST on my DVD player before. >:

27) Has a friendship ended recently that you wish hadn't?
Nope.

28) Last person you ditched class with?
No one, I don't ditch class. >:

29) Are you a beach person or a snowy mountain person?
Beach.

30) What are you most looking forward to?
Megacon. ;-; fuck

31) What are your nicknames?
Too many. >:

32) When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
Today. Also, lol spelling: *disappointed

33) What's your relations with the top 4 people in your top friends?
lol myspace

34) Do you like school?
Kind of. I don't mind it and I like the teachers but being pressured into getting LOL PERFECT GRADES makes me want to dislike it. And getting up at 5-AM-asscrack-of-dawn kind of sucks too.

35) Are you tan?
Not really. I still have one from gym class 8th grade but other than that, I'm a pasty nerd. ;-;

36) Do you like anyone?
Yes. >:

37) Do you have a pool?
Nope

38) What are you doing this weekend?
Going shopping, buying fabric, sewing.

39) What's your favourite class?
History, I guess, but only when we have good conversations instead of just taking notes. Otherwise, probably English.

40) Would you do anything for someone else?
Depends on who it is and what it is. >:

41) Have you ever been called a dick?
Probably in joking.

42) Do you hate anyone/anything?
Not really, but STRONG DISLIKE YES. >:| Well, probably weeaboos too. Jesus christ they make me RAGE so hard.

43) Does your best friend have a myspace?
again: lol myspace

44) Who have you hugged today?
Lindsey, probably.

45) Say you were given a drug test right now. Would you pass or fail?
Pass.

46) Do you have a song by Ozzy Osbourne in your library?
Nope

47) What's the last thing you bought?
Fabric lol :(

48) Do you ever sing in the shower?
YES LOL

49) Do you believe in soul mates?
eh :/ Not really.

50) What are you doing right now besides this survey?
Talking to Jenna. ;-;

51) Physics or chemistry?
I haven't taken either yet but I'm inclined to say chemistry. >: Force diagrams kind of suck.

52) Facebook or Myspace?
lol social networking websites

53) Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, or Star Wars?
None of them. :(

54) Fly or road trip?
Road trip. >:

55) What are your plans for tonight?
idk lol

56) What about this weekend?
BUYING FABRIC LOL

57) Should you be doing something besides this?
No. :(
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