Jesus christ, I can't get by one or two days without someone bitching my face off nowadays.

My throat hurts from yelling. It'll probably be gone tomorrow. So much for the cute voice I was hoping to have for Anise. :|

Got bitched out for having three 0's in Research which I'm making up next week. whut

Maybe I should just not make it up. I don't really feel like writing a long paper and doing research on gas concepts anyway.

I-I do want to write that Henrietta essay for Bio though, just so I can have a long paper with LOL MY OPINION all over it. Fun, right?

But seriously, do they think I'm going to let three 0's stay in my grade when I can make it up? Jesus fucking christ. And lol at "YOU CAN'T GET INTO CORREGE WITH B". I don't really care if someone thinks I'm stupid, either. Opinions are opinions.

Really and sincerely, why do they think I care so much about what other people think? If I like myself, I'm happy. I'll end up disliking myself if I work too hard to make other people like me. I don't feel like being compared to the other asian kids so much. :| They got into Princeton or Harvard? Good job. I have no idea what I want to be right now, or where I want to be. But I know I'm going to fucking hate myself if I get forced into majoring in something I don't want to do.

Anyway, I'm kind of really pissed off right now. If you couldn't tell, that is.

I've got to get back to work in a bit, but I don't really want to anymore. Fuck.

Thanks. Really, thanks.

I got my pieces cut out for Tokunaga last night, though. Took around 20 minutes to get everything cut out, I'm going to run it through the sewing machine in a little bit and then finish up everything else by hand after I've got most of the pieces sewn together. I still have enough to cover the vest, fuckyeah.

And I really did just waste around half an hour talking to other people because I needed to vent. Sigh. I guess I'll just finish stuff up at the con or something.

Bye guys. Con report on Sunday night.

Tomorrow is going to be fucking great. I get to smile for a few hours straight, grin so much that my face hurts afterwards. That hasn't happened for three months, I think.

Pictures coming too, if I can find my other SD card.

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Because I know I'll forget something if I make it later. >: Making it now and adding to it over the next month, I guess.

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