I feel too tired to work, way too tired. >>; And I can't find my ruler, boo.. I want to take a nap so badly. Argh!

And yesterday and today, I actually managed to fall asleep after I finished my diagnostic tests (and I finished in the first 20-30 minutes for all of them and got like, an hour to sleep for each one) and I had dreams! I saw/heard hypnogogia for the first one and pretty much got over seeing them now, so that's extremely good. :D I was actually trying to focus the image to turn into something, but it didn't work out too well. The second one today, it was kind of lucid but I didn't get anywhere. I was just trying to communicate to some dream characters I wanted to appear on a laptop, but none of them would IM me back. >:

Anyway, erm, rebuilding my bridge side right now. I found my craft knife, so it should be easier today. Waiting for the test paint to dry so I can see what color it comes out to... It seems to match my trim color, so that's good.

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I- I blame Helen for injecting this crazy idea into my head. After I leave high school and before I enter college, I'm going to take a huge roadtrip around the US and Canada to hit all of the major cons, and filling it in with minor cons while I'm waiting to go to the next big one. XD And... I'm saving up around $5000 to do this? And I'm going to be wearing my old costumes for every convention that I'm going to, premiering a new one at the last con I'm going to? And obviously, it's going to be really huge and extravagant.

It's such a stupid idea, but I really want to do it anyway. XD Argh. I'll file this into my mental stack for the future.

Anyway, I've only got 3 more days to work on my cosplay and I'm going to put all that I can into it. Obviously this means that I won't be able to finish NaNo this year unless there's some kind of miracle, but I guess I can start working again after I get that cloak painted and my bridge built for Research. There's 11852 words that I have to write per day, but I won't be able to work too much during the night unless I get Anise done extremely early. So I'm going to try to write during school as well. @_@ I have Intro to Info. Tech on Friday as well as access to the library (I'm probably not going to be eating lunch anyway), so yeah. I'll be able to get some writing done there. I guess I can always make my font white to keep other people from reading what I'm writing? Yeah.

I've almost finished Jenna's apron but I can't decide if I want to put the bib on it or keep it as is, which is just a frilly apron skirt with a heart pocket at the moment. I'm thinking of just bringing her both pieces and then letting her decide if she wants to attach them or not later. I've got to cut out a new piece for Anise's cloak again since I messed up another one painting, but I think I've got a good mixture of paints now so that I can paint the cloak without the paint bleeding or becoming too light when it dries. I'll just have to see tomorrow if I get the whole thing finished and painted tonight. I think I'll have to paint the back tomorrow though since some of the design goes onto the collar as well and I obviously don't have the pieces attached yet. XD I'm also remaking the dress/sleeves tomorrow, so that's going to be fun... And I need to make the socks sometime tonight/tomorrow, though I need to get my bridge done first.

That's pretty much all for right now. :P ASC in 3 days!! NaNo ends in 3 days!! THIS SUCKS.

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